Thursday, April 23, 2009

My Intro

Here is my intro:

Cult: a group or sect bound together by veneration of the same thing, person, ideal, etc.

The word cult conjures up strange images. For example, pictures of large groups of people with shaven heads talking in unison, or maybe even ideas of brainwashing and abuse. But in reality, the word cult means nothing more than a group of people with a common idea. Or at least the denotation does. We all know there is a lot more to the word cult than just that. According to Sociology, A Down-to-Earth Approach, a cult is simply “a new or different religion whose teachings and practices put it at odds with the dominant culture and religion” (Henslin, 529). This definition, if not less confusing, at least seems more tangible. It is hard to step away from reality, and look at the bigger picture, especially when dealing with something as personal as religion, but truthfully, the world’s most popular religions started as nothing more than cults. When telling of one religion, the same sociology textbook reads, “its handful of followers believed that an unschooled carpenter who preached in remote villages in a backwater country was the Son of God, [and] that he was killed and came back to life” (529). So then why is it that new religious movements, otherwise known as cults, are met with such hostility in America? We react with hostility towards new religious movements because we don’t know how else to react. It is due to the abnormal lifestyle many new religious movements require, the counter-cultural values often held within these groups, and the fear we feel when presented with the unknowns of an entirely new religion.
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I guess the real problem is the length. I have always struggled with making my pieces short. I like putting words together and trying to make them sound nice, so it's always hard for me to get to the point with my essays.
It's a rough draft, and most of it will probably not be present in my final draft.

The real accomplishment this "weekend":
Getting my thoughts organized and getting a interviewee!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

The Toon of Three Thoughts

So here I sit. Staring at a screen, with what I’m supposed to believe is a sound introduction to (supposedly) one of the most important papers I’ve ever written.

The future looks bleak. At least to me.

I mean, I’m sure it’s not that bad, and it’s not the introduction that scares me as much as the multiple paragraphs that must follow it.

I’m still trying to wrap my mind around the exact, perfect, interesting, and painfully specific direction I want my research to go.

Not to mention the fact that I awake almost every morning to the toon of three thoughts: 1) uggg, school again/uggg, track again 2) what is this thing poking me in the back, oh wait, that’s my dog… and 3) I need to find somebody to interview for my junior theme!!

It’s like this little feeling down in my chest that keeps me in a constant state of anxiety, and it doesn’t help when I look at the calendar and realize I have two more weekends to pull this together.

Excuse me!?

Oh and one more thing, the fact that I’m an independent learning that would probably learn about writing this paper by jumping off a bridge than by going in for help, frustrates me, especially when I realize my fourth quarter grade rests upon my ability to keep in touch with my teachers.

I need a hard slap in the face. I shouldn’t be sitting here venting to my American Studies blog. I should be doing something productive!

The million dollar question though, is what.